Left and alcholic only to find myself drawn into a relationship with a significant other who kept a big secret...she was an alcoholic too.
I have spent the last 25 years of my life trying to be supportive of two very beautiful women with alcohol issues. I was married to one for many years and have been with a beautiful Scandinavian blond who is 18 years younger than me for the past 2 years.The sex in both of these relationship has been powerful and I thought, that was never the problem. But if you know alcoholics they are violent when they drink and I have taken a beating for it and the one thing I NEVER did was step out on either one of these people but now I'm at the end of the rope, I'm ready to be with a true partner who aches for the love and passion of a very special person the same way I do. I do look for beauty on the outside but just as importantly, one must have it on the inside. I am a former network media executive who spent his fortune trying to get treatment for two women who ultimately declared their love for a bottle over me. Now I am here hoping to find someone who would choose me first. I hope you know what I would do.
I am looking for a partner I share common ground with yet we also have many things that are not shared in common and we love and respect those differences as well. Physically, I appreciate a woman who can get just as excited about making love in whatever room of the house inspires us after dining on a flaming Steak Diane dinner and a bottle of good red wine vs. a sandwich on a blanket in the woods and going at it hot and heavy up against a 100 year old oak tree. I hope you are about creativity and just being spontaneous. I look for that in a relationship. I only expect from anyone in a relationship what I expect from myself. Anyone who is just as excited to give to me as I am to them physically, emotionally, in every way, is what it's all about. I've been living on a one way street for quite a while. I know there has to be something better. Beware though, if I have learned