Submissive seeking
I am a submissive female new to the lifestyle. For me, submission isn't something you do...it encompasses everything you desire. If you are submissive, you don't worry about losing yourself in another, you relish the prospect. It is the air you breathe....the homecoming...the beating of your heart....You begin and end in that bond that is formed with this individual until you are swimming in it,them, and all that you are together. You always want to give more, be more, because with them, you can. You will. You can do no other. You cannot be lost with them, because you were not truly found before them. We are all conditioned to respond in certain ways based on the rules and regulations of society. As a submissive though, even when following those tenets...there is and will always be something missing. We can be strong and confident, but our very sense of self will not be satisfied until such time as we give that deeply instinctual part of ourselves to another. Up to that point, we may always