Beat me with a 2X"4" the harder the better at least I will feel something
"Jake 6"3" 190 lbs, slim, broad shoulders, blue eyes. A 100% DAV Veteran of USAF. UMass Amherst BS, Quinnipac Cardiac perfusion MS.Loves to her women talk, really enjoy cuddling ang talking. Very smart, prefers to listen,to own meanderings. Genteel, caring, giving. Quite, shy in unfamiliar situations, unassuming."
To even find a friend is really hard here. Just to talk face to face, no other agenda. I thought that being an honest disabled combat vet would be something, the only thing I see are quicker rejects. No contacts makes me feel bad about myself. I thought (mistakenly) that saving lives of others, at the risk of your own was somehow honorable. The more you try and help here the faster you are taking advantage of or shunned. At absolute zero temp nothing move, wish I could be there, maybe the PTSD at last would leave... lonely and despondent. Just another BOHICA, and really why would anyone give two sh...s. This no one will ever read much less respond to, like talking into a cold black night. That the response. I just wanted a friend to talk face to face too. I wanted to share but who do I think I am.